Hello, It has been a long time that I have wrote something on here....Life has change in the last year, things that I would of never thought would, Just this past October or church split and So same of us started a new church, I'm thinkful that I want to sereve God the best way I know how and don't want any part of the world ,I have no desire for the worldly things , but it is hard when you don't have a partner in church and don't have the some ideas of fun , And just this past Noverber My husband wanted a divorce,he desided to stay but I believe it b/c of our kids and it is easyer to stay and do what he wants then to leave he is never home he is always out doing his own thing and I'm always home taking care of our kids , He is being like a kids not a 40 year old man...ever scent then we have not been the same with each other,I feel like I have a roommate not a husband, it is so lonely and sad..but I'm glad I know Jesus Christ or it would be hard to live like this......